The more law blogs I read, which for some reason I've gotten into make me more likely say no, don't become more involved, you have enough on your plate, focus on your grades and the LSAT, that's all that matters in the end. But then some other part of me says to stop and think of other parts of life and if I want to be involved in things like this for networking at-large, and what if I don't want to be a lawyer in the end, what if it just doesn't work out, should I just go around closing doors of opportunity?
But then there's this lingering thought in the back of my head that says that I could be the dance team captain next year as well, and even though it would be daunting, the idea of being in charge of the sorority and the dance team -- everything important in my life -- is extremely exhilarating!!
Or do neither and just focus on my grades, LSAT, and enjoying my last year and a half? Oh what to do?! You know what, that's a no on the ambassador thing, it seems a little pretentious and I probably wouldn't get in anyway. With the whole Tanzania thing and the quickly vanishing Ambassador thought it's like I'm trying to be someone I'm not, trying to prove myself to someone, trying to show that I'm more than I appear, to really show it, because few people will ever see my transcript, or know my LSAT score, but I guess when I get in to that top notch school people will realize that I did do something other than attend socials and read magazines while in school.
But then again, when I think of people I know who've been Ambassadors, it's people I really admire, and I'm not committed to dance team yet for next year, but I really do love to dance, and I know that I have to dance -- that's one thing I've figured out in my college career -- well I guess I've got a few weeks to think on it and get some other opinions, apps aren't due til the 28th. hmm ..... ???
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